Girls Problem (?)

I dont know whether boys also have this problem but i think girls always have problem with this thing called 'overthinking'. Maybe because me myself as a girl always have this problem especially when someone treat me differently like they always do or when my parents didnt pick up my calls for like more than 3 times (i always cry because of this) and they will end up pick up my calls and asking me why i keep calling them when they actually left their phone somewhere or whatever. When your boyfriend didnt reply your text as fast as usual and girls will be like 'damn what is wrong with him? is he cheating me or is he with another girl at the moment?' while actually their boyfriend is playing video games or dota or mobile legend or ugh you name it. 

Overthinking comes from curiosity and for someone who have anxiety attack like me overthinking sometimes will make this to happen. It is just you are curious about something and you keep asking yourself about that then you will start overthinking and there you go all sorts of weird thoughts running through your head which is not cool tho.

I am someone who is so curious about so many things and google is my bestfriend. When i read or heard something that i have never heard before i will straight google them. If you go through my google history you will find so many 'how to . . . . .? ' and 'what does . . . . . means?' smh. Same goes to when someone act differently i will start thinking did i made any mistake? why are they being like this? did i hurt them? bla bla bla and the problem is i dont ask them when that happen. i dont know i will just let them be but keep questioning myself.

These few days i have been thinking a lot about so many things and all i wish is i can stop or reduce thinking about silly things and only focus about things that are more important for me (and it is a lot too). And i hope better days are coming since i am tired with the days that i am going through now :')



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